User blog:Planterobloon/Leaving

It has been exactly 375 days since I first edited this wiki. So much has changed since then. Here is my perspective, and I am very sorry to anyone I offend (read: Logo).

All that time ago, this wiki had only Meta, Wacky, Cyber, and some IPs. Wacky was a meme-spammer at that time, so I didn't like him much (of course, he changed both his username and apparent personality). However, after about a month, I became friends with Meta, and I cheered him on when he became an admin. Cyber left, and it felt like me and Meta were the only users for a while. Meta blocked Wacky, and although I supported the block, I discovered that I freakin HATE Anomalous for what he said. Why he is an admin anywhere I don't know. Tell me if you do.

About 8 months ago, the height of the wiki began, as Raindrop became active, and IBT and ExplodingBananas joined. I was promoted to chat mod, and it seemed I was on top of the world (at least in regards to the wiki). Then, Group #2 of users joined, including Blnoriel, Poisoon, Codexhak, BTD456Creeper, Logo, and Martynas. Martynas was, of course, evil. But the others were okay to me. Me and BTDCreeper have a lot in common, and thus I supported him, and I also supported Poisoon. Making conceptions of a certain quality doesn't make you worthy of being hated, and neither does having a non-offensive sense of humor.

I was a chatmod/rollback at this point, and felt like Meta's right hand man. But I was wrong. When Meta became a bureaucrat, I think Cyber left for good, but he promoted IBT to admin. I felt a little betrayed, but I was okay with it. Logo, on the other hand (We now interrupt this program to tell Logo that I am sorry), was a different case. I thought I'd started hating you the minute I was demoted, but I began hating your PROMOTIONS on that day. Here I am, having struggled for more than a year to carve out my position on this wiki, and here you are, Logo, becoming a bureaucrat in only 4 months. I was jealous of you.

Meta left a few days ago, and I'm actually mad at him. I know he has a right to not be interested anymore, but on our end, the older users are leaving. The wiki isn't going to die, but by 2014, it'll be a different place for sure. I'll miss Meta a lot. I may leave now, or at least become far less active. (mourns)

P.S. Are Conception Tournaments still going to be held?