User blog:Meta07/Public Apologies

So... uhm... today I want to say my apologies to all of you guys for the bad things I've done, especially the riot yesterday. It was all my fault. If only I didn't rage because TMA said I was aggressive and couldn't solve flamewars, or if I didn't break down because of TMA's request for his Conception Master, I wouldn't slap the Conception Grandmaster into his face and all of this wouldn't have happened. It was all my fault. I raged senselessly without much reasons and said cruel words and made everyone chaotic, even though being able not to rage is my only redeeming quality.

So, for that, I'm really, really sorry!

Besides, I also want to apologize for the following wrong-doings so far: So... I'm really, really sorry! I...I don't deserve to be a manager anymore, do I?
 * Not respecting new, minor users
 * Making many wrong decisions lately and bring the wiki to chaos
 * Proposing many failing or impossible projects (like the CWU and the background change)
 * Being lazy, not doing many things to improve the wiki, or to keep my promises, or to continue my projects (like the background change or more soundtracks or the Project D.E.V.A.S. or Eternal Wars)
 * Constantly breaking down and requiring you to help me even though I'm supposed to be the supporter
 * Not looking over conceptions and not caring about them enough, hardly ever rate them or even just read them carefully
 * Being prideful, not respecting others' opinions on me (like how I raged when TMA said I was aggressive), and always asking to be promoted back to the highest rank
 * Making many controversial policies that became the topic of many flamewars and troublesome cases, and sometimes became the source of agony.
 * Always arguing when doesn't need to
 * Being enigmatic and emotional, always talking in riddles and let emotions drive my decisions
 * Etc.