Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-11502756-20131017051814/@comment-5294711-20131018152025

Ok then,... here goes nothing...

(Please note that this lecture was made BEFORE I saw your apologies!)

@Everyone:

You don't actually care about me, you only care about the wiki! When I'm here and well, you ignore me most of the time! Whatever I say it's just like talking to myself, no one is listening, except for maybe Wacky and Logo. On chat, everyone is just "battles?", "wanna coop?", and "how is that related to BCoW?", without giving a f**k about people's feelings, especially mine. The activity decreases, my warnings and statements get ignored, and my works (conceptions, pics, fanfic, etc.) have got extremely little to zero feedback, even though I put a lot of effort into them. And yet you said you cared about me so much. How could I believe that?! Besides, I could bring a kazillion reasons why I suck. Could you counter any of them? No, you couldn't. All you said was just "but you did many good things, too". Well, could you name just one of those good things? No, you couldn't. Clearly that's just fabrication. I'm just plain useless, am I not? I'm not a friend or a leader, in your eyes I'm just some sort of stabilizer for the wiki! Whenever I need help, you didn't say "Get over it, Meta!" or something like that, you only said "No! The wiki will implode!" "The wiki will go downhill!" The wiki the wiki it's ALWAYS the wiki! I'M SICK OF THE WIKI!!! I wanted you to care about ME! When I was blocked, I just wanted to hear some "Where's Meta? Only her can do this!", when I went haywire, I just wanted to hear some "Snap out of it, Meta! You're crazy!", but even that wasn't granted! You only care about the wiki! The only ones who actually care about me are like just Wacky-san and Logo-sensei!

@TMA:

You're a failure. I'm cool with you not being good enough in your first days, but the frustrating thing is that you NEVER LISTEN TO ANYONE, and you act as if you're the number one in the world at everything! Whenever I try to give you advices, you always talk fauxlosophy ("Oh, right! Nothing is not a thing, but since a thing blah blah blah") then just downright ignore it, or argue back just by saying "I'm doing something right!". Speaking of arguments, your argument style is one of the most broken I've ever seen. You always just repeat the same points even though they've long been debunked, and you just won't admit losing even though everyone can see you've clearly already lost. Instead, you just say "I still have equal strength" and act as if you're the winning one. Moreover, you tried to use that to DESPERATELY PROTECT a spammer (Bramble), even though you've shown hatred towards a less dangerous one (OFP) and even some managers. Despite Bramble's wrongdoings, you just always protect him through broken arguments and fauxlosophy and just won't admit losing! And most of all, you proclaimed yourself Water/Earth despite your aggressiveness, and said I'm Fire even though I tried to be as soft as possible. That broke my heart, TWICE, and leaded me to my absurd state.

@Raindrop:

You're a hypocrite! When I was still the head manager and said I was going to leave, you were one of the users who shouted "OMG DON'T LEAVE!" the loudest, yet when TMA took my place, you instantly asked for CM rights and tried your best to please him in order to keep your position. You protected Bramble together with him ("And one last point: Don't get banned! :P"), and you blocked me without hesitation. I'm cool with you blocking me because I provoked TMA, and I'm cool with you protecting Bramble if you think he's not bad enough, but the frustrating thing is that, you've shown clear bias. You tried to protect Bramble even though all what he said is just like "FUFUFUUFUFUUFU RAGE!" and "THE WIKI IS IMPLODING!!!!111!!!ELEVEN!!ONE!111!" in GIGANTIC COLORFUL TEXT, and you could state many reasons why Logo was the best and just said "no" to blocking him when he also asked to be blocked forever, and shouting at that. And yet, you blocked me without hesitation when I only provoked TMA a bit, stating that "she's not kidding about spamming everywhere!". You knew that I just can't make myself spam everywhere, and you knew in times like that there's usually something else going on in my mind, yet you blocked me for 2 weeks anyway, without ever considering the situation more carefully, or stating just one single reason why I'm good. When you begged me for Guardian rights, I thought you genuinely wanted to help making the wiki better, but now I know that you're actually just seeking for more and more power.

Ok, that was my lecture. Now please don't kill me... please... :SS